Today marks the 2 years since Ashley died. Yesterday we remembered Ashley with her caregivers, Ashley J, Miranda and Lauren, who have become like family to us. It felt so good to honor Ashley's memory. We watched her video's and laughed at Brodie's two year old goofy ways, and finished it off by releasing eight pink balloons with our thoughts for Ashley.
Brodie asked to watch Ashley again, so I turned on the video camera, and this is what he and Mira are watching this morning...
This is Brodie at 2.5 years and Ashley around 5 months. It's so interesting to think of me standing there taking pictures of my two kids cuddling on the couch together about eight years ago.
And today I'm standing here looking at my two kids cuddling on the couch again...
You can see Mira holding on to a pink balloon. The one that she was supposed to release yesterday when we all let ours go. But Mira let out a little yell of protest every time a balloon floated away. We kept hearing, "oh no, oh no", but I didn't figure out what the problem was until I saw Mira clutching her ballon for dear life, and shaking her head, while she murmered, "no balloon, my balloon, no go".
So here we are this morning, with our little Miracle holding on to Ashley's pink balloon as we watch
Ashley video's. How beautiful is that.
We have been so blessed. I have been wanting to express this for a while now, but always fail to find the words. I do have my sad days, but more often I am so awed at the blessing. To have Ashley and Hope in our lives, to love them, to learn from them and to experience the highs and the lows...it is all a blessing. Life is a gift, no matter what the circumstances.
