Happy Birthday Mira!

One year ago today, we welcomed Mira into this world with joy and a little trepidation (not knowing what would come).  Seven days later, we recieved the message on our voicemail stating that the genetic testing was negative for Adenylosuccinase Lyase Deficiency.  I will never forget the awe filled joy and wonder that encompassed my every waking moment as I began to dream again.  I held her and saw my baby, who I already loved but this time I could see a future.  I could see future smiles and words, even walking and running.  I cried when I realized that I could anticipate her little arms reaching for me with a hug.  I cried more when I thought of Brodie helping her play catch and of Alex, hearing the word 'Daddy' from his little girl.

It felt like an awakening.  I had carefully put those thoughts, dreams and expectations to rest with Ashley and again with Hope.  But after Hope came our Mira...yes, our Miracle.  And with Mira, I felt the familiar thoughts and dreams that come with a new baby, but this time I could let those thoughts flow, open that gift and anticipate future milestones.

As I sit here today, feeling emotionally spent and a little exhausted, I am so glad that we were able to have a little party to celebrate.  Mira, you are one year old today.  We love you!