Tommorrow

Last night we were horrified when Hope started vomitting again.  She hasn't recovered from her last episode and I just can't imagine how she can go through it again right now.  But today, we were able to get her meds and water into her very, very slowly and she didn't throw up.  She didn't have a fever today (she did last night), and she slept most of the day. 

She has been very peaceful...maybe too peaceful.  Her skin is so pale and she doesn't wake up very much.  When she does open her eyes, she closes them soon after.  Her breathing seems shallow, but I am hyper-sensitive...so who knows if it is actually different than normal.  At least she isn't vomitting.

Tommorrow is Sunday.  We will try to go to church if Hope is able to travel.  Of course, this means we will be experiencing our first Sunday morning without Ashley.  Sunday Mass was the one thing we always did together.  The girls always came with us, unless they were very sick, or at respite.  Anyway, it just hit me that I only have to get three kids ready for church tommorrow.